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In my garden at noon, it felt as though some cosmic joker held a gigantic magnifying glass between sun and earth. The leaves on the trees hung limp, and flowers faded to crisp brown paper in the concentrated heat. My skin burned as I rescued the laundry before elastic turned to powder and all color was sucked up into the sky. North India is enduring the longest, hottest summer ever. While the experts debate whether this is proof-positive of global warming or just a run of bad luck, we suffer. Continue reading → Columns
It is a Saturday evening at my parents’ when I pour the wine into a jewel-toned glass. I wear a crisp white blouse and designer jeans, my brunette hair at a uniform shoulder length. The clear liquid licks the sides of the glass to a polite level. I splash in just a bit more. I leave the bottle to chill in the wine fridge. Whites from California occupy a different shelf than those from Italy. I check the labels, and notice they are all from the same region. Sighing, I glance across the granite countertop and glinting custom cabinetry. So typical. As in my childhood, everything is still spotless, perfect, enumerated and categorized according to style. Continue reading → Columns
A shoot rises from the wet, fertile-scented earth, crisply green and strong. Soon exuberant pink, in the shape of the sun, bursts from the stalk. The bloom does not live to be admired; it is simply perfect, as are all the flowers, grasses, and ivies that gloriously come forth around it in their mustardy glow and wandering curiosity. And so beauty grows in a field in northern Michigan. Every summer for four decades, I have vacationed in a cabin across from a field that is home to grass, poison ivy, and dirty golden wildflowers, except for one year only. One August, a single wild rose bloomed all alone in a corner of the field. It was the only patch of florist-bouquet color there and the lone wild rose I could find in the area except for a sister flower on a resort island ten miles away. That island is renowned for its bountiful, well-mannered gardens, but it is the field’s single wild rose that I have remembered all these years. Continue reading → Columns
“There’s been a lot of storms lately,” Aunt Ida said at her ninetieth birthday party on the day after high winds ripped across the Iowa landscape. Oak trees stood splintered and torn asunder—witness that even the sturdiest eventually come down. “The best place to be in a storm,” Ida said, “is in the center of God’s love.” Lately, I’ve felt as if I’m in the eye of one of life’s storms. I’ve been dealing with death, one of life’s most brutal storms to face, one that pelts your heart with heavy rains and assaults your mind with ferocious winds. ~~~~~~~~~~ “My mother’s dead,” Robert, a ten-year-old neighbor sobs into the phone at 5:45 a.m., awakening me to an emotional eclipse. Continue reading → Fiction
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At first, I only heard pines sighing in the crisp breeze and snow squeaking underfoot. Birds soared and the sun glinted on the frozen pond. Such peace. The path rounded a corner and a middle-aged couple came toward us, walking resolutely. “Hello,” they said, with neighborly nods, and we smiled and replied as if we knew them. We didn’t, nor they us. So, they couldn’t know that I was ecstatically revisiting snow in my native America after many years on the snowless Indian plains, or that my husband was refreshing memories of the white stuff from a few stray storms that occurred while he attended boarding school in the lower Himalayas. Continue reading → Columns
This time of year always makes me think of the day almost twenty years ago when I was wheeled into a community hospital during a blizzard to give birth. After three days of labor, a delivery, and the amazement that I had brought an entire human being into existence, I emerged into the resurrecting embrace of springtime to go home. As ten-foot piles of snow melted, the roads were finally clear of ice, and the gentle sun sent rays to the slowly warming earth. When I think of that day, I most clearly remember crossing the threshold between the hospital’s boxy, dim interior and the boundless blue of the sky outside. At that instant, I was transformed from my childless, self-focused and contemplative self into one side of a family triangle, a bond between endless generations, and fierce mover on my child’s behalf in the outer world. In all my months of planning everything I needed to care for a newborn, never once did I think of how to prepare for this exquisitely personal and powerful rite of initiation in my own life. Continue reading → Fiction
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