i. I know where to find my mother. Her head is in the
dishwater. Her feet out for a walk in cool puddles wandering the words
for dear or foul-a little something to feed the others. Her heart is
extinct and should be shelved in a museum of petrified artifacts. Her
hands beat her chest as though there were something there. Or maybe it
keeps her going, however odd the direction. Her lips float beside her in
the sink. "It's all in the flow" she says to me. This means we
need tampons. I've learned to read her. I may be the only one. Then
again, I may be the only girl whose mother speaks an underwater language.
A mother who serves poems for dinner. A mother with a hole where the
heart goes. I visit. She shirks from me like a vampire, insulted by
light.
ii. the warble is lovely beneath the bubbles and the
glass surface throws the fire back at my precious child, whose tenacity
is admirable. today she comes dressed in red, which suits her. my
daughter is a flame-thrower in the circus. she sucks fire and expels it
dragon-style-from her nostrils ears other orifices.
i dreamed i was burned at the stake some centuries ago. i shudder. but my
daughter, goddess of burn, relishes the flame. i am the only one who can
calm her. i feed her sea-poems for dinner. i give her swimming lessons in
summer. still, she flares at the slightest breeze. i hose her down
often— twice we had to call the fire department.
BIO: Rhonda dean Robison is a graduate
assistant and PhD candidate in English at The University of Louisiana at
Lafayette. Her concentrations include Creative Writing/Poetry, and
Psychoanalysis, Literature, and Film. Robison has organized and
participated in numerous collaborative events between poets and other
artists and co-hosts a monthly creative showcase in downtown Lafayette,
The Rhonda-Maria Experience. Her works have been featured in
a variety of publications and media, including journals, newspapers, and
film. Robison authored a screenplay, Buzzz, which was
performed in downtown Lafayette, and is the creator of "poetry card
collectibles," unique cards that combine Robison's poems and
photography, contained in envelopes made from recycled calendar pages.
Email:
Rhon7159@aol.com
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